Week 6 2/16-2/23

 

    


    This week I decided to draw a simpler picture on my iPad and focus on neatness and a clear message. Looking back on the past couple of weeks, I think my practices are starting to become more personal to me especially since I've started to reflect on my past self and her dreams. My theme of clarity is connected to this piece because it is meant to portray my younger self and the dreams she had of being a doctor and that dream still being mine today. The mirror is supposed to be reflecting a picture of my younger self playing doctor with her stuffed animals as I used to do frequently. Reflecting on how far I’ve come already to get to this dream has played a big role in getting me through this last week as I had intense exams and busy schedules. It seems surreal that I am able to attend UF and study hard for something I’ve wanted ever since I can remember and it gives me a newfound clarity to the extensive effort I put into school every day.

     This week my mental health was struggling as I was overwhelmed with imposter syndrome and anxiety. I felt behind in my classes as I tried to juggle multiple projects and assignments and complete them on time. Seeing others excel while it felt that I was the only one struggling was troublesome and affected me greatly, but reflecting on my childhood dream helped center my thoughts and goals. I stopped worrying about how far behind I was in comparison to others and focused on getting back on the track I have planned. 

    Creating this piece was therapeutic for me and allowed me to take some downtime and distance my mind from what is giving me stress. It also gave me reassurance and energy to go back to work once I was finished with my practice.

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